Random Thought #58

Ive ALWAYS been different...  When I was young I was a runt, when I entered puberty I was overweight, And when I entered drinking age I lost ALOT of weight (100-75 lbs).  When I was young I questioned EVERYTHING, When I entered puberty I started compiling my own belifes, and when I entered drinking age I became much more outgoing/social then I have ever been.  Ive always had an affinity for the color black, despite what family thought I had an affinity for, Ive never had enough money for my own clothes and stuff.  They used to buy me everything but black just because people think black means death, witch ive never understood, the night sky is black and EVERYTHING we know of came from space...  Now that Im "wealthy" enough to afford my kind of clothes people have been labeling me as goth, mainly because of my clothes...  This made me pissed because you should judge me as gothic for having a individualistic/"dark" view on the world, not because I wear black...  [Ive mostly been an introverted anti-social person and generally angry at the world but that didnt make me labeled as gothic just angry at the world. (More so when I was overweight)]   As for the groups "we" adopt, I.E.-neon goths, fluffy bunnys, and the like... Where else are they to go since just about everyone of us humans like to label things for easy identification, "they" will logically go to the most unusual group there is to feel welcomed by someone to a degree...